should i be happy? i mean, i think i should be…but why do i feel bittersweet? i guess i should be supportive, but it feels like i’m losing a friend. anyways, dinner was alright…except i kind of got into an argument with my mom -_- it’s always school related…another reason why i can’t wait to go to college: my mom will stop nagging me about studying! she acts...
happy birfday to meeee
finally seventeen. it’s weird, when i was like thirteen or fourteen i always wanted to be seventeen. now that i am seventeen, it’s nothing special haha except i can watch rated R movies now! “yay” this year is probably going to be one of the more uneventful birthdays i’ve had. when i turn eighteen i want to get a piercing and maybe a small tattoo…teehee.
i'm coming back to the heart of worship.
i never thought a simple “discovery” that i made a few days ago would have such a big impact on me. God works in interesting ways. :) haha kind of adding on to an earlier post from yesterday… after my “discovery,” i realized that i was once again settling and compromising. i realized that i was forcing things to happen because of what the world was telling me to do....
sometimes silence speaks louder than words.
i give up. i put myself out there, but if you’re not going to speak up then i’m done. i don’t think it’s meant to be anyways. i realized that i compromised once again even though i said i wasn’t going to. God should always be first. i’m young and i’m going to meet tons of new people in my life. i can’t wait til college. just a little longer.
so this is what senioritis feels like.
I’M SO SICK OF SCHOOL ALREADY! can i just go to college now please? PLEASE. i’m ready to go! blah, i’m not excited to be a senior. i gotta go take my senior pictures, study for SAT I&II, work on my apps, my portfolio, blah blah blah. let’s just fast forward a year pwease<3
first day of senior year.
it wasn’t too bad, a little boring but i was happy to see all my friends again. :] i can’t believe i’m a senior even though i’m ready to go to college. i saw some freshmen today and it made me think of my first day of high school haha time flies. i already have a ton of stuff to do -_- i worked on my art book all day today and now i’m exhausted. i hope this semester...
i need inspiration.
feeling really uninspired. i’ve reached a dead end with my college personal statements and my artwork. i like to look through lookbook.nu and weheartit to help inspire me, but tonight wasn’t too successful. & i’ve wasted 6 sheets of film on my instax mini :( booo. back to searching for ideas…
i ruv hongdae.
so, hongdae is famous for it’s night scene with the clubs and bars and whatnot, but i went to hongdae during the day to check out the Free Market. the Free Market is a little market at a playground where the hongdae art students or other artists gather on saturdays to sell their work and little crafts that they made. i fell in love with it! it was really artsy; there were musicians playing...